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Sig Sauer P226. Greatest gun ever! Feel special.
Beautiful and reliable but can still scare the
living bejesus outta anyone.


What handgun are you?
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i like guns, what can i say?

awl man...i'm fuck...


your'e fuck.


What swear word are you?
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i dont swear anymore, but id have to say fuck is the work i said the most, pretty much every 2 or three sentences and thoughts it was there. im refining my ways.

also, yesterday when i got back to school, i was picked up by 2 very nice buds at the train station to have some fun in the park...the park normally involves drinking and getting trashed night before tests n such, but it was actually quite a nice bar b q, and i had a can of beer. i hate beer sooo much, i guess im more of a liquor person. i could drink a bottle of rum before i barely take a sip from a beer. but anyways, after i felt sick from that one lousy can of beer, i decided that im never going to drink again. i was talking on AIM, and b/c i felt so sick, i could barely even freaking type. plus i need to train for cross country and a half marathon, so maybe i should cut out those extra calories. possibly start a new diet that involves eating since i dont do a lot of that. anyways, peace out and ill be back baby

NO MORE SWEARING!
NO MORE DRINKING! (as little as I did before...)

poop n stuff

Song of the Day: Garbage - - Cherry Lips
I have no idea why

!!!!FUCK!!!! I NEVER CUSS!!!

This Week's Countdown

i hate my life

1. What's one thing you've always wanted to do, but never have?clean my room...hahaha, learn to breakdance i guess

2. When someone asks your opinion about a new haircut/outfit/etc, are you always honest?Yah, but the people i hang out with arent all girly so we dont care what we look like anyways.

3. Have you ever found out something about a friend and then wished you hadn't? What happened? When I was younger, I found out one of my friends had hot monkey with someone, and we were like in 10th grade so i thought it was a big deal. I never really talked to her when it happened, but i thought weird that she didnt tell me, and that she changed all of a sudden after she did it and didnt associate with me anymore b/c i wasnt hot monkeying around.

4. If you could live in any fictional world (from a book/movie/game/etc.) which would it be and why? There is an RPG game called Neverwinter Nights. I would be a half elf sorceress, neutral, and save the world. The face that I picked was this blonde elf, she had her hair in braids, and aweosome tattoos all over her face n stuff, she was beautiful. Plus, magical powers are awesome :)

5. What's one talent/skill you don't have but always wanted?Have awesome artistic ability, Be able to draw...well. STAY IN THE LINES!

Anyways, this was my last day of classes :) Now I have a week left of exams :( then June Ball (matt) :D then senior graduation :( then home on the 24 :) then back here in 5 days DI shit: i hate my life!!

anyways, im going to link a site to this one dedicated to kp stuff. i already started working on it. i hope it will be done by saturday

-a

Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.


What color do you see the world in?
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so anyways...this weekend was pretty cool. went to a 5-k race saturday morning with the cross country team, i actually won my age group, but a bunch of 60-yr olds beat me so i guess that still means i suck. i def got mad fat and i really need to get my time back down. after that, 5 of us packed into basics car and drove to the poconos. drank a little, slept till noon, and adam made the bestest omelettes ever. then we went canoeing which was real close to tipping so we found it better to just jump in. FREEEEEEEEZZING so this is the last week till final exams. i need to get some hardcore studying in so i wont fail out :( and i hope i can leave here early b/c summer school is gonna suuuuuuck!

1. How many times have you truly been in love? truly....maybe twice...this kid in 4th grade and now mattmatt. this is the longest ive been with anyone and could stand it, even though ive only gone out with like 3 ppl. the other ppl i just was infatuated with or obsessed with and im real glad i never went out with them because the were jerks anyways.

2. What was/is so great about the person you love(d) the most? mattmatt is hilarious and when i first met him he was kind of mysterious...like he didnt seem to care about a thing, nothing bothered him, and thats what made me try so hard to get with him. most people lose interest once they find out the real deal, but everyday there is always something funny and new for us to talk about. his humour keeps me on my toes...and of course he is real good to me---we never fight!!!

3. What qualities should a significant other have? see above. also intelligance and understanding. there is no point if you think the other person is dumber than you are b/c you might look down at them. also you should understand their perception on things.

4. Have you ever broken someone's heart? yah, my best friend (it was like a movie when the best friend loves his best girlfriend...) and the guys i went out with b4 mattmatt. i broke up with them :( but they were freaking annoying about it. maybe a few others as well. b/c i wouldnt date them...why should i HAVE to date someone just b/c they like me and i dont like them back?

5. If there was one thing you could teach people about love, what would it be? don't force it, be yourself, and like i said b4, if someone likes you, dont "give it a shot" be with them if you really want to be with them. dont mess with someone else's mind/heart, or yours either. love develops over time

So here's the retarded story that almost resulted to me being kicked out...

I was assigned a special track recruit to stay with me friday overnight and saturday "day" i also had watch that night that i graciously took up for a friend of mine who wanted a long weekend. so anyways, im on watch from 8-12 (pm) and i get up to go pee in my company, and as i was walking down the steps back to the watch shack on the waterfront, this weirdo in a shed pops out of nowhere and is all like "are you on south dock watch" and im like "yah" and keep walking back. about 5 min later he comes up to the shack all like "there is supposed to be high tides and high winds tonight" and im all like "alllll right....?" was this guy kidding me, a watchstander on the waterfront really has no control over the weather. so anyways about an hour later, i went to go check up on my recruit, and i thought she might be in 4th company (about a 5 min walk) so i went over to check, and then the dude pops out of a corner and sends me back all pissed off n shit. then he comes back to the dock and is all like "check the mast list next weekend b/c you will be on it" are you kidding me....
so that sunday i had a chat with him and 2 other waterfront guys and i told them why i was out of area and they says it probably will be dismissed b/c of my recruit situation, having 2 responsibilities in 1 night n all. then, 2 weeks later, i get stuck with a class 2 (like 50 hours of extra duty and 6 weeks of restriction which means i cant leave campus) i thought...fine, ill just mast out of it b/c its stupid and my co is cool. then, 2 days after that, 2 weirdos come in my room and charge me for an honor board violation, meaning i could get kicked out of this joint for lying about something. for some reason they didnt believe i had a recruit, even though the head of the alumni foundation assigned her to me. I mean, what do these freaks do all day, these rising seniors? there is only 3 weeks till school is out, so they just want to prove their worth, flex the muscles they dont have. long story short, i got out of it, but the honor board guy strolls up into my room telling me im exonerated with his nose in the air like "ive got something over you" so so so so retarded. i cant believe i almost got kicked out for that. i hate calling my parents and they are all like "hows school?" and i want to say..."well, im about to get kicked out...." seriously, if you ever go to this school or another military institution, dont do your job to simply irritate others, do it when you need to, when its necessary. dont be a cock monger!
-a